I have too many shits to give already I don’t intend to give no more Gone is the time when every little critique Pricked me right to the core I burn in fumes for a second It pinches as it should Yet I don’t let myself succumb to it I save my fuel for the good I remember the time I’d waste Over guilts, mind at war I rather be calm than impulsive I know it’s not worth anymore I’m trying to overlook harsh words When it haunts back too loud I put them in a poem Someday I’d read out aloud I know there’s no ill intention But words are powerful my friend They cut through and heal They're everything you do or don’t intend
I don’t know This ain’t new This strong endorsement That I have for you I mean I open your chat Enter the text box I have so many things to say Connect all those dots I run back to my pages To structure my thoughts But they still lay impatient Scuffling to unbox I close my eyes It’s the same old smile I came too far for this Need to walk an extra mile You are in my search list I don’t like to archive You are in the records I would play while I drive I gush through anecdotes That I wish were true You are my affirmation When I’m misconstrued You are the trophy Won in toughest battles You are the treasures I need to build my castle I still don’t know It’s been more than an hour I’ve got so much to say Maybe next time, with some flowers
Ever felt the pressure? 'Give-up songs' in repeat? For I have lately been In places I've never foreseen In darkness that is now comfortable In nothingness that's now sweet
“Life is difficult. I had never expected it to be so beautiful and yet so brutal at the same time. Sometimes, I feel like ending. First, because I believe I have had my best, that there’s no more good left to feel, or experience. The best has already happened, and anything less would be injustice to myself.
Nothing can replace ‘the best’, right? And anything you get next, is like a compromise, it’s like the second best, it’s like less. And I do not want less. I do not want the next. I just need the best!
I do not wish to be explicit; I just want to pour out what it feels tonight. My greatest of fears is advancing. It feels like someone’s putting a knife on your chest, and you bleed tears, and yet you smile, because you must! It’s like imagining yourself destroying lives and then thinking that the world could do better off without you.
I just wanted to write this down, because this will stay, these emotions are strong enough to make a firm presence. I wish to come back to it, after years and see if it made sense, my fears and how my future self is going to face it. I just want to tell her, this will end. Life is just too small for the sufferings to last longer than you deserve to be in. I love you a lot, I love the person you are, and I love what you have done. I know it all, and it does make sense.”
PS: I have felt this way and to anyone feeling the same, I just want to tell you, I love you, you’re precious. Things will be good. They’ve been for me. And they’ll be good for you too :’)
Nobody has an inch of idea Of the amount of pain she carries Beneath her cheerful smile And the jolly laughs The way she spreads the love Like molten magma That fills up the earth Replacing the voids in us Dear darling be strong Cause you're what I get strength from Smile and walk ahead Be a surviver in this brutal world
PS: Wrote this last Dec, for my friend Shruti, who wanted to talk to her Dad. She had lost him a few months back then.
You might have had the worst day like things didn't go as planned like head hurts terribly yet you advance for it's all about commitment to the work you signed up for It's okay to sometimes defend yourself for the inability to reach that mark but if you're really committed you'd move mountains to reach that far
I choose colourful pictures because these are candy days I've got an ocean to outpour a zillion emotions to save I've a colossal stretch of work many books awaiting to be read Thoughts to share and people to meet but work is probably insane Don't confound my occupied schedule as I compare it with candy days Days like these I love Days like these keep me sane
Today was magnetic I can somehow not get over it yet I’m afraid if I say anything Would mean so much less Little did I remember how I had your perfume on my sleeves like it’d already been a lifetime Feeling you right over my fingertips I could just immerse myself Relive the day a million times I’d even savour the mesmeric beauty Of that vintage lamp by your side I can't seem to find words For a day of days; I'm healed I think I feel beautiful too I just can't explain...
Its crazy how the world Can be and not be like we want Its crazy we try so hard To fit in But i think like this We are ourselves I am just me And you are just you They are just them Please excuse my writing Because it doesn't make sense right now But hey, you will come out of this One day And you'll be as proud of yourself As I am proud of you This time is struggle And we are fighters I will see you on the other side Of the victory ground. I wish I were there for you To make your short breaks worthwhile Refresh you in the little moment you got Help you push yourself a little more To make you feel you're beautiful inside out
I received your last mail yesterday, and I was awestruck. I believe it wouldn’t be fair enough to simply reply in there. So, today I write. For you :’)
You are Fucking Awesome, and I Love You. You’re sure going to do something Great! I believe in You.
You can be the music to my lyrics the pain in my ass You love me like a family You're the best girl I can have You know me so well there's nothing I can hide I'd do anything for you Friends like you, are rare to find Even if you move for me mountains You'd say "Yaar, nothing I could do" You are my missing piece of puzzle Without you, I just cannot do!
I’ve got plethora of pictures that I browsed through tonight, but let’s not make you senti by revisiting all of them at once. And I’m there for you no matter what, your ribs won’t break, idiot!
Ah, you take my heart when you said that momo thing.
And Hey, your fresh ***** you feed yourself, from my side. Tell me if you need more okay…